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Tuesday, September 6, 2011

From mediocre dreams to "bigger than me" dreams


What is my direction in life, where am I headed, really?
I have been asking this question for a long time now. Ever since I finished my 1st year, actually. As I go through my major subjects, I still do not have any idea as to what career I will pursue in the future. What am I doing in my course? There’s a technical definition to it, but those technical, very direct words that “define” what my course is, completely confuses me, still. Yes, graduation is just a step away, three steps actually. I’m psyched about it, really. I have been dreaming of this moment ever since God knows when. I’m quite scared to face the real world, though.
My tita told me to call her once I graduate, she works in an advertising agency firm. Oh my God, I am so excited! (or agitated?) I did not know how to react. Is my future near? Is this what I have been dreaming of ever since I was a little girl? Doubt it. I wanted to be a cashier or a housewife before LOL, but now I want something else. Something bigger, something more fulfilling probably? Something I really want. 
From mediocre dreams to big dreams with a sense of greed and a yearning for success. What do I really want?
I guess I just have to keep in mind that I have to do what I love and I have to do it often. 

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